my own mind

[neutari]

MY PATH



In My wisdom, in my genius
My path flows
The steppingstones grind my feet
And I trip

My sorrow and my doubt
They both lead to pain
I try but I can’t!
And I fall

The world speeds by me
I can only sit and choke as it passes me by
I stand strong again and crumble on the inside
And I lay

My fear is awakened
I hold it in and it bursts
Tears sting my eyes and I shut them away
And I stand

An easier path I might have chosen
But it wouldn’t fit
So I take again my burdens of the past and fight for my place
And I continue on

My longing nags
The fear creeps
Behind a mask contentment
And I laugh

My weakness means nothing
Only the success, I must show strength to the world
My thoughts are mine to bear alone
So I smile

I feel a ball of anguish bubble up and burst
It only reveals again my failings, in all new pain
I push them aside and continue on my path
And I feel the past on my back


there wasn't many places to place to this, so i put i there

[Serenity]

*sniffle* so wonderfull

[neutari]

Dark contrasts


Found again, lost and weary
Drenched from the rivers of sadness and depression
Self contained
Wishing for a vent

With visions of pain I stumble
The path in front of me dwindles
Leaving the many questions unanswered
Finding nothing

Behind me lie my mistakes
A glance reveals the pain
A stare and the memories are shared
Stumbling on

My fear of the past is worse
Hurting myself
But worse is the fear that I will repeat myself, hurting you
How do we avoid the past?

Nothing can counter the mask
Happiness brings pains dark contrast
Leaving little to be imagined
Repetition swallows all

[Serenity]

another good one

[neutari]

thnx for that, and also thnx for reading for me

[Serenity]

no prob I was happy to red them

[neutari]

i wrote this one formy girlfreind

Roses…


Yet have I to find
More beautiful a flower for comparison
Others seeing your thorns
Turned away they did

Something in your eyes Blazing
a fire Drawing me closer
Stunned by a beauty unmatched

Falling upon your lips thorns dispersing
This flower allowed me in
Who am I to argue?

[Serenity]

I am ok really that was just so tuching

[Loco]

Those were really beautiful, man. Welp, I might as well throw in a few words from when Mike was still a silly romantic...

(scattered words of forgotten dedications)

Desert Nights

I lay there on land
Just a point among the dunes
Grain amidst the sand.

Another day spent
Another night to pass by
Just another spent.

Not so.

For life is a desert.
You are my oasis,
Quenching my soul on a daily basis.

For desert days be hot,
But I burn for you more.
To cross the sands for naught,
and fall upon your door.

For desert nights be cold,
You warm me like the sun.
and if I be so bold,
For me you are the one.

For desert days be long,
Yet I long for you more.
I claim to be so strong,
yet fall upon your door.

For desert nights be dark,
You guide me with your light.
The twilight of your eyes,
can shine the deepest night.

And here I lay upon the land,
Between the dunes
Amidst the sands

My hands not cold.
No, Not anymore
Fingers intwined, along with yours.

And with yours
The long desert days
Seem all too short.
And the dark desert nights
only so when when you're not in my arms.
For desert days be lonesome

Not so

I'll never regret,
Desert days walked alone.
I'll never forget,
How I found my home.

For when desert days be night
I'll fall upon your door.
I'll fall upon your door.

[neutari]

thats a long one, but it works also, i give it a full salute